After the loss of his son, Christian music artist Toby Mac wrote a song called “Faithfully”. The lyrics have really spoken to me this past year. He opens by singing, “It’s been a long year; it almost took me down.” I’ve been living with loss and grief this past year and I understand all those emotions. At times, I did feel like it was going to take me down. Honestly, I still do sometimes but I’m trying to make sense of why God decided to call our sweet granddaughter home. What I’ve discovered is that God is indeed faithful amidst all the tears and pain. He’s been right there through the whole journey. It hasn’t been easy for so many reasons and I’ve faltered. But He hasn’t; He has been steadfast.
There have been many times over the past 15 years that I have been sidelined with health issues beginning with a diagnosis of breast cancer in 2009. None of them have been easy either but again, God never left my side. He provided me the strength to endure and put family, friends and caregivers in my life who supported and encouraged me. None of those things though were as hard as the loss of a grandchild but with each obstacle, He’s also provided an opportunity to serve others.
My husband and I have walked this road hand in hand. God has sustained us so that we can uphold each other. It’s a grief that’s left a permanent ache in my heart. Again, it’s been a long year. Here’s to moving forward in 2026.
Blessings, Cindy J
Footprints of Hope 