Back in 2009 when I was diagnosed with breast cancer, I thought that my life could not get any worse. I mean, cancer; it’s the diagnosis we all dread, right? I now call cancer the “gift that keeps on giving” because I’ve had so many things go wrong with my health due to the after effects of the very treatments that saved my life. I am very grateful to still be here with my family so I’m not complaining but almost 14 years later, I’m just ready for a break! A friend of mine told me that I needed to write a book on overcoming adversity and I said that I think I needed to write a country music song instead!
I mean seriously; I faced chemo for my cancer that I thought would surely result in me dying some days because I felt so bad. Radiation caused scar tissue that left me with ongoing pain in my chest along with damage to my esophagus. The surgery to fix my esophagus was one of the most difficult recoveries I’ve ever been through. Then there’s all the trouble with my eyes that was caused by the steroids I was given during treatments and subsequently thinking I might even lose my eyesight. Did I mention I now have neuropathy in my feet? Not sure, but it probably contributed to a fall I took last summer where I fractured my shoulder and had to have it replaced. Wait, there’s one more thing. I had a heart attack in February and am still recovering from that event.
Death, pain, blindness, surgeries, broken bones, heart attack; yep, that’s a country music song! You know another big component of country music songs? God and the hope and strength only He can provide. Country music is about real life and how we get through it with things like family, friends, and faith. So, I guess I’ll find me a catchy tune and head to Nashville.
*This post is dedicated to my friend Ruth. Thanks for your ongoing encouragement!
Blessings, Cindy J